Friday, August 3, 2018
One of the big guy's photos. It really is that beautiful on Vancouver Island.
Life carries on. It rained today which was a nice break from the heat. I appreciated it and I'm sure the garden appreciated it.
We were short staffed at work today and we had six central lines to do. There were no allergic reactions, no fainters, no transport patients, no hour long IV starts. It was good busy which made the day go fast. My coworkers and I all worked together like a well oiled machine and the radiologist we worked with is a gentle, kind man with a wonderful sense of humor.
At one point one of the my coworkers snapped his glove before cleaning a patient's chest prior to a central line insertion. He ripped the glove and said he would use his left hand instead as the sterile gloves come in pairs and he didn't want to open a new package. I said, "So your girlfriend is going to clean his (the patient's) chest?" The patient cracked up and laughed so hard it was fantastic. He didn't even feel any pain when we put in his central line. Job done.
I love making patients laugh.
My last line patient was diagnosed with stage four esophageal cancer seven weeks ago. The doctors have given him weeks. We talked about it while we waited for the doc. He's okay with it but his wife is having a tough time he said. I think it's harder to watch someone you love go through cancer than go through it yourself. He knows he's dying but his family hasn't caught up to his acceptance yet. He doesn't have the luxury of time. He's fifty-nine years old.
My son is back in jail. Life carries on. Last night I sat on the bed feeling like I wanted to crawl out of my skin and then I just sat there and felt what I was feeling. As I sat there just feeling everything, the anxiety, the dread, the need to move or do something slowly subsided. I've gotta do that again:)
I'm thankful for the natural world which calms me.
I'm thankful for laughter.
I'm thankful for hugs from friends and the big guy.
I'm thankful for small beagles who like to walk.
I'm thankful I sat still last night and just felt.
What are you thankful for today?