Saturday, March 10, 2018
I'm liking my counselor. She's older than me, a cancer survivor: she's also kind and wise. We're talking about my childhood now which makes me cry. I've always felt like a disappointment to my family, to my ex-husband, to my children, just kind of a failure in general. I've made lots of mistakes in life, as have we all but I have defined myself by those mistakes instead of my accomplishments or strengths.
My counselor asked me a question on Wednesday which I had never asked myself before. What do you like about yourself?
I have a very good sense of humor, all kinds of humor.
I'm hard working.
I'm willing to look at myself and my flaws.
I love word play.
I love play in general, especially the kind little kids enjoy.
I love looking at the world. My memory is all visual and I love just looking, soaking the world in.
I'm a good baker.
I'm a hugger. The world always needs more huggers.
I love learning new skills.
I'm love to read and learn.
I'm quite willing to look foolish to make others more comfortable. At work I often play the fool for my patients, to make them laugh.
I tend to love hard, if that makes any sense. It does to me. Fiercely might be a better word.
What do you like about yourself? Please tell me.