Wednesday, June 25, 2025


This first photo is a pitcher that I made in my last pottery session.  It turned out much better than I thought it would and I love the colour.  It's not very big, not big enough to use as a jug, but maybe I'll put flowers in it, or just admire it.  Strangely enough, it also matches the colour of some of the pillows on the couch.



The next photo is a utensil holder that I'm working on.  It's quite large, which made it much harder to work on, and I used grass seed heads to decorate it.  I like how it's turning out.  I've been having problems with cracking, and spoke to my instructor.  She told me to cover it loosely with plastic and let it dry more slowly, so I'm doing that.  Have I mentioned how impatient I am?
 

I had made another larger pitcher, it was the size of a teapot,  but it cracked as it dried.  The beauty of clay is that you just smash it, and rehydrate it (as long as it hasn't been fired yet).  So I did that and haven't lost any clay.


I don't feel like doing much today, my legs are a little sore from my workout yesterday, so I tried to build a mug.  I worked on it for a good hour, but it wasn't working, so I smashed it too, and will try again another day.

It's good practice for me.  I can make something, smash something, and then try again.  I watch pottery tutorials and I want so bad to make the same beautiful things, and then remember that these people have years of practice behind them.  Patience grasshopper.

Jack is now done school for the summer.  He starts grade one in September.  He's growing so fast.  He even mentioned it this morning.  He told me that soon he would be as tall as me.  Not quite, but he is growing.  Right now he spends every possible moment outside.  He has a tree fort, wood, nails, and a hammer.  Of course he has hit his fingers, but he's getting better.  He's also helping poppa build the shed.  Last night he was on the shed, either drilling holes, or screwing in screws.  I wasn't paying attention, poppa was.

It seems awful that Gracie is missing all this, but she never calls or texts to see how he is.  I know she is messed up, but still, it boggles my mind.  Jack is her child.  Or course my son is even worse.  He never sees either of his sons.  

That's it for now.  Life goes on, despite all the fuckery from t-rump.  




24 comments:

  1. Fuckery indeed, yet he gets away with it, EVERY TIME. I can't bear it sometimes! I'm glad that Jack is keeping busy and sad that Gracie has so little to do with him. Perhaps that's best though? What about her mom and sister? Love the color on the first pitcher and the design on the utensil holder. It sounds therapeutic to crush up your mistakes and start over. Wish I could do that in real life.

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    1. Her mom and her sister are not overly active in his life either. When Gracie was pregnant with Jack, she told me her mom would just be a holidays kind of grandma, and she wasn't wrong.
      If you ever need to get rid of a lot of pent up rage, I suggest taking a sledge hammer to an old porcelain toilet, after it's been removed. Quite satisfying:)

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  2. I love, love, LOVE your pitcher! It's beautiful! And that utensil holder is going to be gorgeous and you will use it every day of your life.
    Glad to hear that Jack is learning new skills from his grandpa. I think that's a beautiful thing for both teacher and learner.
    I can only imagine that Gracie must have horrible guilt about not being a fit mother to have custody of Jack and she may be distancing herself out of pain control. Or, she could just be a selfish shit. I do not know.
    Life does go on, however changed it might be.

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    1. I think Gracie does have a lot of guilt and she is also a selfish shit.
      I'm looking forward to having a larger utensil holder, my present is a little overcrowded.

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  3. Your pottery is really lovely!
    Gracie is seriously ill. What a sad life.

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    1. She does have a sad life. If it was me, I don't know what I would have done. I was a single mother as well, but I put myself through school and tried my best to make a good home for my son. I don't think she can do any of that. She doesn't seem to be able to even care for herself. She's been sleeping on the floor since the fire.

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  4. You are such a NATURAL at pottery -- all your stuff looks great right off the hop! The little jug is gorgeous. And I love the utensil holder with the grass seed head impressions. I hope it doesn't crack! But it strikes me that firing pottery is sort of like decorating pysanky -- the Babas all tell you "never get attached to an egg." There's so much that can go wrong when removing the wax once it's finished. A beautiful egg you've worked on for so long and then -- CRAAAACK!

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    1. Those Babas were right, except, I can smash the clay down and reuse it. Nothing lost, except my time.

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  5. Even Melania would not do that!
    As for your pottery...Well Done! The little pitcher looks lovely and of course it is unique. Couldn't you use it for cream or gravy? It is hard to tell quite how big it is from the image.

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    1. You don't know if Melania would do that to her hubby. I think she might dream about it.
      My husband uses milk in his coffee, and I drink ice cold tea, no cream required. It is small and will probably be used for flowers. I made a tiny pitcher as well, maybe two inches tall. Jack grabbed that and asked me to put a flower in it for him, then he took it upstairs to his room. He's like a crow.

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  6. I hadn't thought about the smashing things aspect of pottery, also therapeutic.
    Big fan of kids with hammers and nails.

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    1. Smashing is wonderful, also makes you realize that nothing is permanent. Teach em young:)

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  7. I love the colouring of your first work, and the second should be terrific once completed.

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    1. Thanks Andrew. I made an orchid pot that turned out quite hideous once the glaze was on. I'm still learning about glazes.

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  8. Built a treehouse with neighborhood boys when I was a kid, we had so much fun with that thing. Was truly a tragedy when the land it was on was sold and we had to abandon it. The glaze on that 1st pitcher is beautiful.

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    1. I think all kids want a treehouse, someplace that is just theirs. To build it yourself is even better.

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  9. The little pitcher is beautiful, the color came out really well. That utensil holder will also be great. It's really nice that Jack is learning how to do stuff. Both of my parents were hopeless at building or fixing things, and so am I.

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    1. I'm pretty handy, but I always like learning new skills and power tools make things so much easier.

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  10. I'm impressed with your pottery and am predicting the good effects you and poppa will have on Jack in his summer before first grade as you carry on with your lives. Good role models for him.

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  11. I love that utensil holder. Are you doing this at home, or taking classes?

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    1. I bought myself some clay and I'm working on things at home over the summer, but I will restart classes in the fall.

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  12. Oh my gosh, your pottery is gorgeous. You have always been so artistic -- your photos, your aesthetic -- now the pottery! I love that you do these things so well, so capably and so beautifully.

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  13. You're very talented indeed. I love the blue colour of the first one especially - it would probably be something that I would pick out for myself! And I agree with you about Gracie. What a shame to miss out on so much of her little boy's life!

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