Sundogs this morning at 9:30am. You can see the poor sun has barely dragged it's ass over the horizon and that's facing south. It dipped down to -30C last night and this morning with the wind chill, it was -40C at times.
Gracie started in on me again yesterday. I warned her that if she didn't stop being abusive, I would block her number. She didn't stop so I told her to go through her mom or sister to contact me and then blocked her number. At the end of it I felt like I wanted to lie down and never move again. I knew I would feel better today but at the time, it was painful. I told Gracie's mom that if it wasn't for Jack, I would just walk away but of course I can't do that and if it wasn't for Jack, I wouldn't have to have contact with Gracie.
Today I feel somewhat better, still teary and down but not lie down and never move again sad and stressed. I bought underwear for Jack this morning, we shall see what happens. He keeps me going in all of this.