Monday, May 27, 2019
My feet have been really sore and the extensor tendonitis came back so I had to take naproxen for a few days which upsets my stomach and gives my heartburn, so I take Pepcid more than I should and then depression sets in and it feels like it's here forever.
I know it will pass. I know this but it doesn't feel like it. I keep crying. I keep doing my usual stuff. This weekend I baked, worked in the yard, planted more perennials, cleaned the house and did the laundry but all of it felt like I was moving through molasses. Everything was hard but I didn't want to stop moving. The world is grey and slow and I want to lay down and just stop moving. The day is endless and something to be endured.
I know it will pass.
Update. I'm starting to feel much better. Thank you everyone for the kind words.
at May 27, 2019